Soooo
Tomorrow is the last day of school before Spring Break officially begins!!!! YAY!!!!!!!!!!! except i have no plans. I know, I know, I'm a very exciting person.
I guess since I am the only one staying home I could go job hunting. Although the last two times were unsuccessful. But third time's a charm, right?
Any Staycation Ideas people?
Tuesday, March 30, 2010
Saturday, March 6, 2010
Sweet 18
So yesterday, March 5, 2010, was my 18th birthday. I can now vote, smoke, get a tattoo, buy porn and lotto tickets, go clubbing, and go into the over 18 party store in town that's next to the Little Ceasers.
Yikes.
The phone calls were weird. From my family. They were all wow, youre so grown up, and 18, and an adult, time flies, blahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
And really all I did was stay home and eat chicken and have a pillow fight and dye my hair (brown, not even hot pink or anything, btw) with my friends. AND IT WAS SOOOOOO MUCH FUN!!. I would almost much rather be a kid, and just do this every weekend.
18 is a huge milestone. But at the same time, I don't feel all that different. Should I? Nothing's really changed, andi I guess this is a good thing, seeing as how the upcoming slow but drastic changes are stressful and anxiety-inducing enough.
I recieved an email from emailcapsules.com yesterday that I had written when I was 16. I wrote it to my self in December of 2008. I'll post it here, so you can see what has changed and what hasn't. The differences amaze me. My mind is so different now. I'm so HAPPY now. And I like that.
Anyway, here it is:
Dear Future Version of Me,
i wrote this on december 21st 2008, in 11th grade.
remember that holly sucks, and get out as fast as you can. lol. really, you can do so much better.
rememer that you are in love with nick jonas, and are more in live with taylor lautner, who in case i forgot, played jacob black in twilight and is barly a month older than myself. remember that the jonas brothers and twilight series are my favorite things in the whole world, but not the most important. these are obsession that are good for me even if they control everthing i do and how i have come to think.
anyway, remember that kaitlyn will always be my best friend, no matter what.
remember, to go back to mr gragg one day and buy the book that he will eventually write. and thank him.
remember that you want so deperately to be editor in chief of seventeen or cosmo girl. this is what your ment to do, no matter what anyone else says. im not sure what college i want to go to now, but trust that i will figure it out and not settle. your better than that.
remember that you liked liked *H*S*M* (NAME ABBRIEVIATED), dont know why but possible boy friend material is all.
remember that boys in hhs are stupid and immature and you can do better and the reason you havent had a bf yet is just high standerds. nothing is wrong with you.
remember life is short, laugh as much as possible,
remember not how you look in photo but why you took it in the first place,
remember to do whats right, dont get caught up in anything that is going to distract you from your goals,
remember that this is really cheesy but true.
xoxo
me at 16
Written at Sun Dec 21, 2008
Different huh? Some will never change though. I can't believe that I thought I would forget TWILIGHT!!!
But some of that advice is really good, and I guess I was pretty mature back then, to give myself that advice and all.
Somethings I hope will never change. And others I can not wait to change. 18. WOW. Not much more to say. Just, wow.
Yikes.
The phone calls were weird. From my family. They were all wow, youre so grown up, and 18, and an adult, time flies, blahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
And really all I did was stay home and eat chicken and have a pillow fight and dye my hair (brown, not even hot pink or anything, btw) with my friends. AND IT WAS SOOOOOO MUCH FUN!!. I would almost much rather be a kid, and just do this every weekend.
18 is a huge milestone. But at the same time, I don't feel all that different. Should I? Nothing's really changed, andi I guess this is a good thing, seeing as how the upcoming slow but drastic changes are stressful and anxiety-inducing enough.
I recieved an email from emailcapsules.com yesterday that I had written when I was 16. I wrote it to my self in December of 2008. I'll post it here, so you can see what has changed and what hasn't. The differences amaze me. My mind is so different now. I'm so HAPPY now. And I like that.
Anyway, here it is:
Dear Future Version of Me,
i wrote this on december 21st 2008, in 11th grade.
remember that holly sucks, and get out as fast as you can. lol. really, you can do so much better.
rememer that you are in love with nick jonas, and are more in live with taylor lautner, who in case i forgot, played jacob black in twilight and is barly a month older than myself. remember that the jonas brothers and twilight series are my favorite things in the whole world, but not the most important. these are obsession that are good for me even if they control everthing i do and how i have come to think.
anyway, remember that kaitlyn will always be my best friend, no matter what.
remember, to go back to mr gragg one day and buy the book that he will eventually write. and thank him.
remember that you want so deperately to be editor in chief of seventeen or cosmo girl. this is what your ment to do, no matter what anyone else says. im not sure what college i want to go to now, but trust that i will figure it out and not settle. your better than that.
remember that you liked liked *H*S*M* (NAME ABBRIEVIATED), dont know why but possible boy friend material is all.
remember that boys in hhs are stupid and immature and you can do better and the reason you havent had a bf yet is just high standerds. nothing is wrong with you.
remember life is short, laugh as much as possible,
remember not how you look in photo but why you took it in the first place,
remember to do whats right, dont get caught up in anything that is going to distract you from your goals,
remember that this is really cheesy but true.
xoxo
me at 16
Written at Sun Dec 21, 2008
Different huh? Some will never change though. I can't believe that I thought I would forget TWILIGHT!!!
But some of that advice is really good, and I guess I was pretty mature back then, to give myself that advice and all.
Somethings I hope will never change. And others I can not wait to change. 18. WOW. Not much more to say. Just, wow.
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